From Alan Roxburgh in The Sky is Falling, an excerpt of an e-mail he received from a pastor:
One of the most difficult weights I carry right now is how to be a leader in what I call a “chaotic” church. I have trained for what is passing and has passed and I know it. As nice as it would be to find myself comfortable again (or at least not quite as mystified all the time), I know I cannot personally turn back.
Yes, this!